I'm better now at coping and feeling good on my own
I've thought a lot
I feel old now
My back's gonna brake like a plane losing cargo
I'm better now
There are people I can call when I have got the gall to go out in the dark
Mark your calendars
Save the date
Because time's passing fast but I think I'm running late
I can't afford a watch these day's
I pray for running shoes and to check off some of my to-do's
And budgeting will be the death of me
I indulge in what I want and abstain from what I need
I need to not talk over people
Not chalk it all up to fate
I am elated that I woke up today
You should be too
Because our hearts beat without a clue
Not knowing who they are inspiring with blood
That's love-- it's unconditional
There's always decisions that affect our precision
We're buried by what hold us down
I pray for running shoes and to check off some of my to-do's
To breathe air fresh and new
And to not talk over people
But it's so hard when your mind's going fast, like a hundred miles an hour
I can't stop it